Shaky breathing, subtle speaking, it ain’t fierce but it shows
‘Cause aimless meaning, Sheetrock and ceiling have turned me into a ghost
Endless working, concrete poured in, it all sinks to my chest
Burn the curtains ‘cause I’m fairly certain there’s only darkness ahead
And I can’t escape the way
That you say I’ve changed
And now I hate the way
That you say my name
All I am and all I was is all I hear
I’d give all just to turn back the years
Where I’ve been, what I’ve done is what I fear
Most days, I hate it here
Well, I hate it here
Pictures hanging hung up by shameless ways that I’d never show
Bone-dry, ran through, I can’t even blame you for trading me for my ghost
I can’t escape the way
That you say I’ve changed
And now I hate the way
That you say my name
All I am and all I was is all I hear
I’d give all just to turn back the years
Where I’ve been, what I’ve done is what I fear
Most days, I hate it here
Well, I hate it here
All I am and all I was is all I hear
I’d give all just to turn back the years
Where I’ve been and what I’ve done is what I fear
Most days, I hate it here

Other lyrics by Sam Barber:
76
Do you remember riding the back roads at 76? We’d sneak home late, you could still smell the Jack on my lips Couple of young, dumb, broke-ass east-end kids And if …
All For You
I heard you’ve worked up a thousand reasons Bright red dead head worse than a lesion I’d memorize every scar across your skin You say save grace through the …
Bet On My Ghost
Well, I often think about my wings and if I’m dead or alive ‘Cause the world just seems like an empty dream, they say that it gets better with time Every word …
Better Year
If it’s late and you hear me calling tonight But I ain’t right there and you’re wondering why I’ve made my way to the severed seas Where the sun …
Borrowed Time
Achy hands, I wake up just to find This ain’t a one-way frozen street, we’re on borrowed time Even the thoughts that we hold dear still live and die See, …