Why did I wake up?
What was the use?
Fucked up the one good thing I had
And why would I break in to my own mind
To deface everything of value
I pissed on every carpet
I shit on every bed
Jacked off on every toothbrush
Got dressed and went to work
It’s ok…..just DIE. DIE. DIE.
It’s alright to hide from life
And sometimes it’s what I need
The world is just as hateful as I am
I put the blame on the ones who made me
I point my finger at circumstance
I never asked to live
So I’m not ashamed to take and never give
In the end who’s counting
I put the man in the mirror down
And sold his organs to pay my mortgage
I can’t afford to pretend to be kind
I let my ulcers decide if you’re worth my time
I fail to see the point in entertaining bullshit
Cost of breathing’s now sky high
Why would I take what they prescribe
I tried that once, never again
It’s the hope that hangs you
Follow your heart
It’s not beating
Follow your dreams
You’re a fucking fraud
Look me in the eye and tell me that you’re fulfilled
I can’t feel it
Everyday it slips away
Just when I start to feel ok
That’s when the alarm sounds