When it feels like it’s something I’ll miss
I have to resist an affidavit of us
Never say what I said when we met
That’s between you and me, just you and me
When your birth mother passed
I was there while you suffered
As we breathe in the foreground, I can feel all your tears
And the mirror in the background is consumed with you
“Faker!” you’d yell as I pretend to sleep
I’d smile at you playfully, those cold nights back up north
And now you fear God every time you wake up
I’d eat your illness just to feel us in that room again
When your birth mother passed
Wasn’t fair how you suffered, suffered, suffered
As we breathe in the foreground, I can feel all your tears
And the mirror in the background is consumed with you
And the fear of the silence where I once heard your voice
Is the thing I obsess on, it’s consuming me
Now you know that I loved you
I loved you
I can feel all your tears
And the mirror in the background is consumed
The fear of the silence where I once heard your voice
That’s the thing, I’m obsessed, I’m obsessed
I’m obsessed