The older I get
The less I want to be around
I’d do it myself
But I don’t want to be found like that
I thought you were forever
Why did you have to die?
I’ll see you on the other side

All things considered, I should be fine
This is the worst I’ve felt in my entire life
I am sick of the sight of my own blood
At war with myself again

The only reason I’m not dead
Because I don’t know what comes next
Heaven only feels so far
Because of the weight on my fucking chest

The cut bleeds
The wounds heal
The day I lost my mind
This feels worse than dying
Worse than death

The scar
Is eternal
I watched you die
I watched you die
Fuck
I watched you die

Other lyrics by The Acacia Strain:

A CALL BEYOND

If you get to heaven and you don’t find me there you are in hell I lost control I have never cried a tear of joy Sadness surrounding my fucking life A frozen dream, …

ACOLYTE OF THE ONE

Man is the splintered skeleton of a snake The world is a worm-eaten corpse We love it just because it exists Slaughtered all nonbelievers without care Let me mourn before …

AEONIAN WRATH

Death from afar Death from above There’s no way of knowing What’s on the other side But if Hell is waiting I hope I get to watch you die Excavated from a hole …

HOLY MOONLIGHT

Let us pray This blood isn’t mine, this is the blood of the divine Shedding lifetimes, shedding skin (Shedding skin) You will never see me here again Fear the blood …

I DON'T THINK YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE IT

When I open my wrists as I lie in the dirt The ice in my veins will freeze the fucking world God and the devil are one and the same All the demons are here, and …